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The ground shook suddenly, a sharp loud cracking sound roared throughout the continent, there was a sudden strong gale, trees were being uprooted and sucked away, to the nexus of the storm, this is not any ordinary storm, this is a sundering of a doomed continent, caused by excessive minings and human wastes. The ground could not take the pressure and cracked and the gap widened, entire skyscrapers were consumed by the gap, heat geysers sprouted out and burned away the trees that were still rooted, there was a tornado, not any ordinary one, but this tornado has almost everything in it. It grew bigger and bigger, in about a day or so, the whole continent would be gone, together with the evacuated cities..
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Maths.. again, Sets.. so chim.. don't understand anything.. what Union of this set, and the symbol that looks like n.. zzzz

HCL.. today discuss about oral.. somehow.. for the whole period.. yuan kept staring at me.. for unknown reasons.. then she crapped about some stories.. about 2 of her "fail" students.. i think she trying to help me.. but im actively rejecting them.. I feel betrayed by her.. during NDP Celebrations.. she met me by concidence at the corridor and she told me to study for re-test..
I asked her same words?
She never answer..
I ask her, same chapters?
She say yes, but words will be different..
Then for re-test, IT WAS THE EXACT SAME ONE.. AND SHE STUPIDLY GAVE THE ANSWER SHEET TO SHAUN CHIN AND JUN DA..
Yuan has a good heart, but I cannot absorb what is she trying to convey to me..

Strange things are now happening..

Science Centre trip just now.. waste time, waste money...
Play with the gloves.. stupid.. emo-ed on both bus trips.. can't smile nor laugh on the bus, bastard me..
Spent $7.50 total on 2 packs of Space-Ice-Cream..
Bought a very late present for Zheng Yee.. $4.90.. I feel so bad..



Anyways.. this is as requested by Hong Hui.. :D
"What you looking at?" - Ogre
"Ever played Smacko?" - Hong Hui+Darrall Ong


Went to the playground with Hong Hui,Tai Yuan,Yu Fan,Wei Kiat,Berfont,Jeremy and Sean Tan.. slack there, play "Crocodile" and "Blind Mice + Grounded".. jacked ppl.. zz stupid ppl make so much noise until i can rely on my sense of hearing to get them..


It is coming.. It calls me.. Instead of resisting, Im actually welcoming it,because there is no more meaning in continuing.. The final fullstop will come soon.. My story will end, halfway,

Someone once told me "There is enough problems in this world already,just think,if everyone were to minus 1 mistake,the world would be a way better place to live in,so stop your nonsense and stop adding to the pile of mistake which will destroy this world in time."
Everything I do seems to be a mistake.. I tried to change, and I failed.. Im a failure, a bastardly one in fact.. Nothing I do is right, it will end up as a mistake to someone else, so after pondering over this for 2 years, I think I should do my part for this dying world and be rid of myself from the face of this world..
Illusionized. Tuesday, August 19, 2008;6:21 PM

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