Introduction
Scriptures of Ranting
4th day after I poured it out..
Yet it is still haunting me..
My conscience
again..
Its like getting suckerpunched..
not once..
but many times over and over again..
My wrongs are still wrongs,
I want to right them before I go..
Yet it looks like
Time is against me..
Things are not working out
the way they should be..
I should be more lively, but I can't,
forced laughter..
I tried
but its still not enough..
I don't know how people carry on with live so easily and carefree..
Hell, Life goes on, I have to suck it up..
But I won't.. I will give up
Time is running short,
and I am making use of time, like?
Spending my limited hours on RuneScape?
Replying on STOMP forum - Talkback?
Crying myself to sleep?
Trying futilely to console myeslf?
Wearing additional masks to hide my emotions?
Notice that I will not post anything about my daily life now.. because the ink has ran out.. and the book is now ending.. what's the point of knowing a non-existant person's life?
The weather nowadays reflect on my emotions.. as if Im manipulating it.. I look at things at a different perspective now..
No longer the stupid common views..
Now more precise ones..
More depth ones..
I wonder..
Do I give away my emotions too easily?